Posts in 2023
  • Posting Less

    Thursday, July 06, 2023 in Blog

    I’ve been reading/thinking/journaling more and trying to post here less (temporarily). This has been good. I started a private Instagram to vlog my daily actions, video some guitar practice/technique, and will eventually add my fitness …

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  • Not So Quick Weekly Update

    Friday, June 30, 2023 in Blog

    Overall, doing a lot better. I’ve been sleeping [and dreaming] better [and more] lately. I believe my ex is on vacation out of the country, so divorce process is on pause until she gets back in a week. I’m less upset about the wait …

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  • Quick Update

    Friday, June 23, 2023 in Blog

    Finally got my draft of the divorce decree… still going very slow, but I’m glad to see it progressing anyway Grinding on my 2 jobs to make that money and pass the time Spending time journaling and with friends Re-decorating my apartment …

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  • Hot And Crazy Date And Good Blazed Thoughts

    Friday, June 16, 2023 in Blog

    I had my date with the hot [crazy] emo/bimbo MILF yesterday. No W – TLDR; she has herpes and refuses to have sex on the first date without having that convo (she didn’t tell me until I walked her to her car). On the one hand, I appreciate …

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  • Sometimes I Feel Like Im Starting Over Again

    Wednesday, June 14, 2023 in Blog

    I have been taking more time to journal, make plans, and talk out my ideas with my friends more. Since I am physically limited in what I can do until I heal, now is the time to put greater focus on sharpening my mind once again. I won’t detail …

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  • Recovering From Dog Attack And Injury With A Solid Weekend

    Sunday, June 11, 2023 in Blog

    I am super fortunate that I called up a couple of my buddies and hung out with them the entire weekend since I was no longer able to work. Instead of sitting around sad, I had some good meals, went to an improv theater, went to a mini art district, …

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  • Got Attacked By A Dog

    Friday, June 09, 2023 in Blog

    Welp, I had a weird day. I was supposed to work the whole weekend, but I got attacked by a dog. My left thumb is messed up, and I can’t hold or grab anything with it. Hung out with a buddy earlier, and I’m going to go to the downtown mall …

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  • Taking The Good With The Bad

    Monday, June 05, 2023 in Blog

    I really have nothing to complain about. I have had a wavering bad mood beset by insomnia since last week, but I’ve done well to manage it. Just one of those bad moods where you drink, smoke, eat, and journal all while singing loudly to emo …

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  • Date Update Analysis Insights Questions For Myself

    Sunday, June 04, 2023 in Blog

    Mostly busy with bartending, date earlier today, and bartending again tomorrow. The “date” went incredibly well, but we didn’t do anything – not for failure of trying though but respecting her communicated boundary. That being …

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  • Date Update And Lessons Learned

    Wednesday, May 31, 2023 in Blog

    I’m going to bed soon since I have double work tomorrow (computer job + guitar lessons + bartending). Lots of LOLs here because I’ve laughed and learned a lot tonight. The “date” tonight was good. Almost worthy of a breakdown, …

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