The Gringo Has Landed
Friday, August 18, 2023 in Blog
2 minute read
I made it to Mexico City, and I remember what the holy hell of loud chaos it is here. I love it, and it is overwhelming. Yesterday and early today, it was just way too much for me. But after some [super lame™] sleep, meditation, and journaling, I …
Moved Out And Finished Last Minute Errands Before Mexico
Tuesday, August 15, 2023 in Blog
less than a minute
I fly to Mexico in 2 days. My allergies have been kicking my ass again, and I’m pretty sick from them. I think this is Texas’s way of telling me to fuck off, so can’t say I’ll miss this godforsaken heat, cars, gorditos, and …
Saying Last Goodbyes 1 Week Til Liftoff
Thursday, August 10, 2023 in Blog
8 minute read
I leave my homeland in less than a week. I’m enjoying the rollercoaster of emotion of fear, excitement, confidence, uncertainty, etc. Overall, I am feeling incredibly positive. I’ll try to hold onto this positive mindset as long as …
Gone in an Instant
Sunday, August 06, 2023 in Blog
3 minute read
NOTE: Semi-autobiographical visualization of my life that captured my current emotional state (at the time) well. I can hear in my voice, words, and wording how I was still deeply unhappy while trying to paint some nostalgic life picture. It’s …
Done Working And Now Packing
Saturday, August 05, 2023 in Blog
2 minute read
Last day of bartending yesterday and received no hours for my computer job this month. I move in 1.5 weeks. Next mission: chill with my friends & empty my apartment Actions Finished bartending… trained a couple of new people and made a …
Grinding Out My Last Days At My Jobs
Sunday, July 30, 2023 in Blog
2 minute read
Trying to pass my short time left in the US with a lot of work. A lot to report, but I’ll spare most of it. The big enchilada is waiting for me in Mexico Actions Worked computer job: Tue-Fri & bartended: Wed-Sun. Double-worked Wed, Thu, and …
Prepping For Mexico And Grinding Work Hard
Tuesday, July 25, 2023 in Blog
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With Mexico less than a month away, I am focusing my prep on that. I don’t care to give much time to friends… most are distant, “busy”, responsible, or lame to be honest. I am blessed to have them, but I’m also glad …
Many Updates
Sunday, July 23, 2023 in Blog
3 minute read
NOTE: this message was written because I started a new journal… although it might not exactly make sense, the gist of my vision going forward does: ACTION This log will note actions that I have already taken – a look backwards. This will …
Deprecating This Log My Action Going Forward
Saturday, July 22, 2023 in Blog
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NOTE: this was written as a pause of my “emotional log”… I eventually returned back to writing in as I was logging in a more action-focused log On that note, I’m going to “deprecate” this log and create a new log. …
Simple Update
Friday, July 14, 2023 in Blog
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Still sticking to weekly updates to bide the time due to reasons. I’ve been fairly foggy and brain dead the last 2 weeks from new sleep routine per my insomnia CBT treatment. So far, my sleep is improving, but I basically deprive myself and …