More Clarity
Sunday, February 11, 2024 in Blog
2 minute read
I went a little crazy last week, hence my super long post in my other log, but it’s exactly what I needed to calm my thoughts a little. I have more clarity through that, daily meditation, journaling, and deactivating my “online …
Braindump Love Life Libido
Friday, February 09, 2024 in Blog
7 minute read
Braindump Post: emptying some of the recent thoughts I’ve had I think I’m gonna start a BrainDump series to talk about my anxieties without framing it so negatively. Maybe it’s a limit of my own thinking, but anxiety sounds …
New Action Log Format
Monday, February 05, 2024 in Blog
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I think this log might become a bit repetitive, so I’ll try out a format again to keep things easier for me to manage. 💥Actions 🇲🇽Spanish Spanish school: completed all assignments Daily practice: flashcards and Harry Potter audiobook Dance: …
Incongruence With So Called Fuckboy Archetype
Friday, February 02, 2024 in Blog
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shortish update… Speaking of not feeling the “fuckboy” persona, my ladyfriend told me today something similar. She’s overly cerebral sometimes and asked me a cute hypothetical of: if I was in her shoes – would I trust …
More Realtionship Love Future Realizations
Thursday, February 01, 2024 in Blog
6 minute read
NOTE: This will be a more disorganized ramble – I’ve had quite a few thoughts that I’ve been mulling over lately This new year has felt a bit off. I think the initial honeymoon of living down here in Mexico has worn off in so far as …
Hanging In There From Insomnia
Monday, January 29, 2024 in Blog
less than a minute
In an insomnia cycle, but I’m hanging in there. This will be brief Actions Competed Spanish assignments and have been making an effort to learn and understand slang I love my dance classes… got asked to perform in an dance exhibition for …
Another Crazy Week Of Ups And Downs
Friday, January 26, 2024 in Blog
3 minute read
Another great week of living in the twilight zone down here. I’ve slipped into another insomnia cycle… waking up at odd hours. Last night I have a nightmare that a pitbull attacked me again like last summer except I was paralyzed during …
Date From My Party
Sunday, January 21, 2024 in Blog
6 minute read
Well, this is sort of not so humble brag, but I kind of hooked up with a chick that came to my party. The setup was fucked too, so I didn’t have sex with her, but we fooled around with some basic domming and the vibrator to make her squirm and …
Party and Feeling Confused
Saturday, January 20, 2024 in Blog
4 minute read
I am in a weird emotional headspace because this was my first real date after my exGF. I felt very rusty and somewhat insecure and nervous. Regardless, I am very proud of myself for working through all this and taking this as far as I was comfortable …
Being A Student Of The World
Saturday, January 20, 2024 in Blog
2 minute read
I’m ending on a great week despite some sadness, hangover, and food poisoning; I really have enjoyed it. I’ve been in a good mood, and when I’m not, I’ve been challenging myself to reframe or take advantage of the time (e.g. …