Another Insomnia Night
Thursday, May 04, 2023 in Blog
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I’m currently having another night of insomnia. On the one hand, I feel confused. I slept from 12am-3am and was unable to go back to sleep after that. I read, went on walk, and all that to no avail. I haven’t had caffeine in days, so I …
Good Day Some Anger And Realiztions
Monday, May 01, 2023 in Blog
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I had a pretty good day today. I got mad over something that I can’t mention here, but a good workout helped chill me out. Feeling my anger more and acting it out in a positive manner has been good for me (instead of repressing it like I …
Day Of Rest
Sunday, April 30, 2023 in Blog
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I got taken off the work schedule today, so I am thankful for that. Since it’s a slow day at the restaurant, they’re letting a server run the bar (he bartends 1/month, so good luck to him). Anyways, I went out with about half the servers …
Another Quick Update
Saturday, April 29, 2023 in Blog
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Busy weekend bartending yesterday, today, and tomorrow. I ran out of time again, but I’ll keep this brief again to maintain the habit. WINS: Bartending: getting better, making drinks, doing opening/closing… still a lot, but I’m …
Quick Update
Thursday, April 27, 2023 in Blog
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Quick update before I go to bed. I’m working my normal computer job tomorrow and bartending all weekend long. I have a funny “rejection” story that made me laugh – will type up later. WINS: New [fitted] clothes coming in …
Review Of Feedback And Actions
Tuesday, April 25, 2023 in Blog
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Soliciting feedback for sleep hygiene: Supplements products and dosages [that are not melatonin or diphenhydramine (Benadryl, Zzzquil)]? e.g. Zinc or Magnesium Meditation practices for calming, anxiety, or specifically sleep? Please provide a name or …
Hard Week Done
Saturday, April 22, 2023 in Blog
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Welp, I finished my week of training for my new bartending job. I have slept like absolute shit due to nerves, but I am happy that I made it. I have learned an incredible amount (fine dining, Italian food, service, cocktails, etc.) and am only …
Back To Better
Friday, April 21, 2023 in Blog
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Goal: Less words equals greater action I have been tired, exhausted, and nervous about the new job over the past few days; however, I feel a lot better today. I do not have any solid “wins”, but good things: I had a really great …
Photography Practice
Thursday, April 20, 2023 in Blog
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TL;DR: I am practicing photography of nature, friends, and myself. These particular pictures of me had no purpose other than to snag some of myself while I was taking photos of my buddy for his Tinder. Goal: Cultivate photography skill for creative …
Hard Gains Hard Week
Thursday, April 20, 2023 in Blog
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Goal: Less words equals greater action <– I will break this goal since I need to “vent” out… and I have not written in a few days New Job This past week has been a lot busier for me. I picked up a 2nd part-time job …