A Lot And Not Much

Had a lovely few days with my ladyfriend. We went to the aquarium, botanical garden, ate some lovely street food, talked a lot, and well, did what we normally do. Although not much, this was a lot of good. I had a wonderful weekend.

This was also interesting. She and I talked previously about being vulnerable… and this was the first weekend that I felt we really liked, cared for, and loved each other. It was very much natural.. we held hands and were affectionate more in public, she does this thing where she grabs my arm and leads me around if I start wandering off (l like this a lot), “accidentally” used different pet names, etc.

This feels different. This feels like love. A purer form without the pressure, nerves, and worry that I’ve had in other relationships – even though she and I are just friends. And you know what? At the moment, I don’t want any more than this, but I very much enjoy what this is little by little, Mexico feels more like home… these are the type of people I want in my life here—