More Gradual Healing Thru Dreams

I had an interesting dream last night – I feel like I’ve had a lot of interesting dreams lately. I really enjoy my dreams and am thankful that sometimes they are even healing for me.

I had a dream about my ex-wife, where we were watering a garden together. This was post-divorce, but we were very nice and cordial with each other. I enjoyed the time and missed her even. I woke up before the sun and lay in bed feeling this dream.

I told my roommate, and he helped me clarify this feeling – do I really miss her still? Over the past year, I refused to admit it because of this negative, pitiful story of how I had given SO much while she hurt me SO much. I don’t care if that’s even true – that negativity has not served me. I do miss her, even if I still don’t want to talk or see her again.