Grinding Out My Last Days At My Jobs

Trying to pass my short time left in the US with a lot of work. A lot to report, but I’ll spare most of it. The big enchilada is waiting for me in Mexico

Actions

  • Worked computer job: Tue-Fri & bartended: Wed-Sun. Double-worked Wed, Thu, and Fri to bank that $$$
  • Gave away more possessions and got rid of more stuff
  • Rest week from gymnastics; Ran 3x/wk – a few 10+ mile walk/run days this past week
  • Kept up journaling/actions: sleep, food, Spanish, daily – “failed” on guitar
  • Finished a few audiobooks in English. Struggling through one in Spanish

Random non-Action Highlights

  • Guitar instructor said he could tell that I’m “really happy” with my future plans – he’s noticed a change in my demeanor WHICH is great since I feel it
  • Friend noted my improved mood and mindset (even about negative things)
  • Couple of co-workers (both women) said they were talking about me and how much they appreciate my “masculinity” <– pretty sick and best compliment all week
  • Got into an argument with my manager last week (he’s a cunt)… again, not necessarily “proud” of being angry and argumentative, but happy to continue standing up for myself. Will cultivate this more, but I won’t go back to being a pushover

I’m doing the work even when it feels like I’m not. Onwards and upwards